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Letters from The Beast

This is the battle of The Beast that lives inside of me. The Beast is the perceived realities created by years of abuse and mental illness. This is my path to recovery and the everyday battle to stay happy and peaceful in my heart. My book "The Beast" is on Audible and Amazon.

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- December 10, 2018

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MY APOLOGIES

- July 28, 2018

I’m sorry for making you the villain. I’m sorry I outed your flaws. I’m sorry I screamed your name in horror And wrote it on walls. I didn’t know the beast was living in me. I thought about what you had done thought I was free But after I left you That’s when it started to show The demon inside began grow In my head fantasies were dying The light of truth Crept in Eyes wouldn’t stop crying I believed I was your victim your prey I thought the only way to escape was to scream your name in vain My apologies for the smear campaign I wish I could say it was only once But this note is for everyone who's ever lost my trust I was living in the shadows, dwelling in the fear. Creating dark dance spaces Offered you a beer I lured you into my space Showed you my pain I wanted you to cut me So blood would rush my brain. I used you to help me bleed. Rele...

I COULD, I CAN, I WILL, I AM

- July 28, 2018

All I see are visions of beauty Passing me by The life I may create In a world full of hate Is a destined one My finger tips are hot The perfection still is not why do you walk by me All I see are visions of beauty Passing me by I Take the road to higher ground I taste your soul hear your sound what we have will be tomorrow why do you walk by me All I see are visions of beauty Passing me by I’m on the verge of bliss not locked in your kiss Why can’t I feel The visions of beauty The life I may create Is without a world of hate

I Pray

- December 11, 2018