Do we have to compromise?

Dear Now,

I am beautiful 

I am strong

I am surrounded by love and family 

I have amazing friends and a community full of positive vibes. 

My kids are happy.

My abundance is ever increasing.

I travel sharing and collecting stories from the dinner tables around the world.

 

I have a life with purpose. A life that teaches the masses. Yet I live fluid among them. The poor the hungry the hurt come for love and I willingly fill them up without ever depleting my own well. 

 

Travel with community and experience. Living in joy spreading that joy. I want to workout at every box or OTF any place community is being built and stories are being shared. I want to eat the best food our planet has to offer and I want to share these experiences and connections through story writing and photography. What I was always meant to do. 

 

I want to raise the most successful young woman and man there can be. I want them to grow up happy and free. I want us all to be independent and have an infinite amount of self love but still find our way back to each other as often as possible. 

 

Clearly defined goals 

To age with world breaking beauty strength and timelessness. To teach the world to be young forever. 

I am a person who enjoys affection. 

I am going to enjoy a relationship where both people create happiness through the balance of energy that flows between them. 

 

Does this sound crazy? Do you judge my words, my determination? Do you think I have limits?

What are you afraid of?

Why do I have to compromise?

My life is created by me and I choose my experience. I used to be afraid. I used to limit myself and compromise for others fear and limitations. I listened to the world tell me to be realistic, have a plan B, be practical...BLAH BLAH bullshit!

Every thought I have ever had has manifested. Most of those thoughts were fear and self doubt. HA! Change the thoughts and create new manifestations.

What I do today affects my tomorrow. Today is all that matters. Yesterday is gone the energy was already received. Today when the debris of yesterday blows in, sweep it out and move on.

 

 

Dear Yesterday,

It's the anxiety how you slay me. You were created in my past and you little bastard, keep trying to sneak in. I have read a million books and practice silence everyday. When you have a mission to destroy my peace you swoop in with vengeance. And you battle my mind, my stomach and my lungs. 

The words of wisdom and moments of retreat are geared up and ready to march. It used to take hours of uncontrollable tears to win the fight. It used to take pages of words spilled onto the battle field, leaving me empty and almost lifeless before it would end. 

My now is stronger then my yesterday. I am stronger and you are weaker. You still grab hold of my mind, my stomach and my lungs. I still rock back and forth as the battle rages on but it no longer ends in a half dead body limp in the floor. It ends with courage and pride and peace. It ends with a happy confident heart that has remembered "This too shall pass" and "it's not real" and best of all "I am loved, I deserve peace and happiness" 

DEAR NOW,

NEVER COMPROMISE!