Step 3

Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of god as we understand god.

Okay right. yea, yea, yea. I do this...no! I am still trying to control things. I just had a two week battle with my lawyer, I mean my ego because he wasn't getting the outcome he said he could. I felt helpless. I felt like I was once again put in a position to fight at the coercion of others and once again forced to make decisions with a limited bank of options. I was extremely angry that I found myself in this situation and I was starting to lose faith.

I simply wrote the word faith over and over again. I painted it and I said it to myself everyday for two weeks. The case disappeared, no harm, no damage just a waist of time. The anger subsided and I learned many more valuable lessons.



Everyday I am  making my decisions to be present and to let go. I have decided that trust and faith are the energies I need to keep close to my heart. When I let go miracles happen. When I am in the moment, aware and present, miracles happen.

Every morning I must make the decision to focus on the present, do good for the souls I come in contact with, keep an open heart an open mind and energized spirit to make greatness occur. I do not dream small and every morning I turn my dreams over to you with no expectations. I trust that you will guide me to greatness.




The tools: Self love and Community


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