The Ones We Trust

Look for the helpers they tell us.

To be honest with you I'm not even sure who I am mad at. I want to be mad at all men but I'm not. I love the man who is washing dishes in my kitchen right now even though he is cranky and moody with me. I love him everyday.

Dear G,

Maybe you can tell me who I should be mad at. The story goes like this....two years ago almost to the day I called the cops on my husband for raping an underage girl. The girl and I sat in my parents house and waited for them to show up. When the officers arrived I felt a little sense of relief that everything was going to be okay because the sergeant in charge that knocked on my parents door was a familiar face. He was the SRO (school resource officer) for at least 7 years with me. I saw him everyday. I was so happy to see him I pored my heart out.

As the case unfolded I had called him a few times with information but he rarely returned my calls. I really didn't think anything of it. I heard rumors that it was statutory rape and well nothing could really be done. I'm sorry what? Anyway I began to be told that the case didn't involve me and I couldn't have any information. Okay I still see that as legit. Then all of a sudden the under age girl doesn't go through with the charges. WTF is happening? Two years later she contacts me decides she wants to press charges then of course changes her mind again. Okay still seems legit. This is a scared child.

Then yesterday and old friend comes to visit. Someone who also worked withe me through the high school years. She asks me if I remember our SRO. Of course I do he was my hero for a moment. Well she was in a relationship with him and he had told her every detail of my life that was supposed to be confidential (this was before the book ;). Anyway still not his job, actually very much against his job. She told me a lot of things about him that I knew to be true. But then she tells me she ended their friendship (forget relationship) because he wasn't honest with her about many many things. One day she get a call from an unknown number asking her to talk about this SRO. The women at the other end explains I think we were both lied to by the same man. The women on the other end is in fact not a women at all yet a very young girl who had been having an affair with man in blue since she was 16!!!!!!!!!

I'll let you wrap your head around that for a minute.

Go ahead I'll wait.

That's right, mother fucker was doing the same thing my ex was doing. No wonder pedophiles are getting away with it. NO one wants to challenge authority whether in uniform or in Hollywood! Society's norm is "It's because your a girl and your pretty" NO ITS NOT!!!!!! ITS BECAUSE I AM GOOD AT WHAT I DO!!!

Where is the middle finger emoji on this chrome book?

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